lets ramble about art.

So last night, i was just talking to my love and told him everything i heard today.
i guess i told him one thing, and it made him think..
i think hes amazing though.
i just told him everything, how i felt and i just cried, and i turned away and he just grabbed me and held me tight. made everything go away, and i know ill be okay.
hes just the best thing ever.

Moving on, i need to start painting. ><; im lacking, i just don't have this texture material that i wanted and it sucks, so im trying to find other options, i really want to start drawing, creating ideas but this busy doing nothing is holding me back.

Its just so hard, or its just me being lazy.
I went to (i think its called Sam Flex) art store last week in orlando,
they had canvas-es on sale. but i think im going to experiment with 4x4 see what i can make up. oh the lifestyle of this place...im so passionate about my hobby i want to make it a job, i def have to do something if i want to succceed. RIGHT GUYS!!?

Later love.