Time.

Its been a while, and too long from here, my monkey is almost 2, knows her 123, and is going to be a star one day.

Sometimes i feel like i regret a lot of things, but i realize if i regret, i would never have the person who loves me so much no matter what the rain brings here. And so i am blessed with an amazing little girl who i never loved so much, i just wish you would stay forever little. I am WISER than i was 4-5 years ago.

3 month.

my beautiful princess is 3 month. =]

Roses with thorns,

i love you and always will.

Labor story.

Ahhhh its been a while since i updated.
let me start with my birthday that was on the 21st of april. ;] and received the best gift ever on the 29th of april. And my baby shower was on the 24th of April, it was more than what i expected i was really satisfied with the results and im so glad everyone had fun and enojoyed one another.

But it was a hassel, i was stressed out and so overwhelmed and everything a prego lady shouldnt be doing. I was up walking around so exhausted but i just had to keep getting everything esp. the week of the babyshower i had to run to the store and get everything, and spent a whole lots of money one this angel of mine. but it was all worth it, a bounce house and eeverything, and his family showed up and i wish he didnt had to go to work but atleast he came. Firmin has changed a lot, and i love it! hes been the best boyfriend ever and always concern for me which he never was untill the end and he spent time with his family which was nice. he makes me smile and love him even more. i know gushy ewwwwwwww.

but after the babyshower, im still up and walking around trying to get everything organized before she came and thank god i did set up and clean stuff up because before you knew it she was already ready to come out and i was not done cleaning. Thursday 29th of April 2010, i felt strong cramp pains early in the morning, and so i decided to go and pee after all the hours ive been waiting and i looked at the time and it was 7:20am, and so i thought it would go away but it didnt. So i just woke up and walked around wondering why i am feeling this pain, so i told him sister and she said i might be in labor, but i didnt believe that because i wasnt done cleaning. I called gracie and asked her what i was feeling and she said it sound like labor and time it, so i timed my contraction and so i felt the urge to poop and thought it was just gas but it turnt out that it wasnt gas, so i walked around the block once and i still felt it, it was like a mild case of period cramps. So i decided to call my brother and ask him and than i said i was going to the hospital and i told my mother but she told me not to go but i did anyway.

Gracie picked me up and i called the midwives and the nurse told me to drink water and so i did, and it didnt go away.
So gracie decided lets just eat and see how it went but it still came, we sat at mcdonalds for about 2 hours untill we left for the hospital. i got there around 3 pm and when i got there, the nurse said i was too happy to be having contractions, welll im a happy kinda girl. she said my contraction werent strong enough to let me stay but i was 3 cm dialated and before i left her head was low, i didnt know what that meant but i guess she wanted to come. So while they discharge me, amanda and me were walking in the gargage and it just felt stronger. as i was going back to the house it even got more stronger. and omg, for one hour my contraction was 2-3 mins away but i didnt want to go to the hospital and get rejected.

Shiloh was keep tracking of my contractions, but i was still laughing. So i lef to amandas house to meet up my mom there and the pain got even stronger and than at the end i just decided to go to the hospital, i was so miserable when the contractions came, but i notice a bloody spot so i guess it was time to go. we reached to the hospital and bam i was like 7-8 cm dialated and ready to push, i was like nooo im not done cleaning. but it was time, firmin wasnt here yet, but it was already nine, so i waited till he came to push because i didnt want him to miss this oppurtunity. so i waited till like 9:25pm and she just wanted to come so i was like ok im going to push, firmin made it and bam she came out at 9:56pm, 6lbs 1oz 19 inches long. and a beautiful girl came out, i gave birth nautral and i didnt want to use any medicine! so im so proud of myself for having her healthy.

Firmin did so good than what i expected, he actually saw her coming out and he cut the cord. im so happy for him, i love him. When it came to saturday, i was ready to come home saturday but she was kept in the hospital till tuesday may 4th for her jaundice. it was sad to see my munchkin in the incubator. overral im so excited shes here! i was 36 prego with her and that is my story of my preterm labor baby!

unbelievable.

i am hungry, a little update. i am 33 weeks going on 34 on saturday.
SHES ALMOST HERE AND I CANT WAIT!
I switched her name around Sovanni Aaliyah Peters instead of Aaliyah Sovanni Peters.
I notice there are double letters in each of her name which is really cool.
=] my birthday is on the 21st of april, i did my maternity shots for my baby invites, but im frustrated and cant make the cd load picture for me. so i have to send facebook invites, yessss im a procastonator.

Went to sonnys last night to eat because my dad left today for cambodia for 2 weeks, me and my madre are going to jacksonville next week for new years, and i am leaving firmin for almost 5 days and hes stoke about that lol. faggggoootttt

OUR BABY IS COMMING!

Happy Valentines and final tri-mester!

Happy valentines!
today is the day to spend time with your Significant other or your love ones, but this should be celebrated EVERYDAY!
2nd valentines with the love of my life, and we don't celebrate it. Even though he doesn't believe in this silly holiday, i still follow the tradition because i grew up following valentines! and even though he didn't want me to get him anything, i wanted to still..so i bought him things he needed.
it was a last mintue thing this year unlike last year it took me 2 weeks to plan his gift. but i knew this year what to get him. he didnt want me to waste money, but i was tired of seeing him wearing the same boxer i got him last year. but my presentation looked great!
Anyway, i wanted to surprise him and so, i placed it on the middle of the bed and lit candles. and patiently waited for him to come home for work.
And he arrived, and i just looked at him and quietly tip toe to the room to see his face and he was smiling when he saw his gift.i got his 3 boxers and a pack of white tees and this chocolate that he says its the best, the candle i just threw in to make it look spiffy. but look how nice it was put together! the boxer better fit him or else he is going to loose weight.
On to other news, im 27 weeks! and its my final trimester

Pause.

I need to do artwork now! i guess ill start and get a new skecth book. even though i have tons that are not fulled yet. but its a new year and time to jot down some nice skecthes!
oooooooh please help me not to procrastinate.