Nothing even matters. Lauren Hill D' Angelo

So i decided, i am gonna start painting again, gosh i know. but i want a studio so bad..=] maybe im gonna convert my back porch into a small studio lol. than i would have to clean up every thing, or maybe i should convert my garage into a studio, i cant do it in my room no more, theres no space and its gonna get dirty.

Anyway this is just another unneccasary blog. Sometimes i feel like, i didn't even do anything, but yet..he still makes me think im the one to blame like i did something horriable, but than he realize something and falls right in love with me again. am i a bitch or stupid?

Destroyed.

it feels like i cant make anyone happy and its hard.
i run away from my problems and it all hits me at once.
i want to move out, but no one will room with me, i know i can make it i just got to learn ....any idea or anyone interested?

i cant stand it here at all..im ready to move out..my parents doesnt believe me that im doin nothing, no drugs no alcohol no nothing.

anyone wants to room with me?