going nuts.

today im gonna look for a 2nd job, cause this 1 job isnt workin for me and my bill.
it feels like im gettin ripped off of my hours. and its so hard to get a job anywhere because i dont know where to start or begin with. and it just makes me upset and im going nuts, cause money is a big thing to me now. i learn that you cannot survive without having any form of money on you.

this is a very tough lesson in life, and i still don't understand why i am struggling with everything still. this just makes me so upset.