r♥Liza

3 month.

2010-08-01T20:32:00.000-04:00

my beautiful princess is 3 month. =]

Roses with thorns,

2010-06-20T19:28:00.001-04:00

i love you and always will.

Labor story.

2010-05-07T15:17:00.009-04:00

Ahhhh its been a while since i updated.
let me start with my birthday that was on the 21st of april. ;] and received the best gift ever on the 29th of april. And my baby shower was on the 24th of April, it was more than what i expected i was really satisfied with the results and im so glad everyone had fun and enojoyed one another.

But it was a hassel, i was stressed out and so overwhelmed and everything a prego lady shouldnt be doing. I was up walking around so exhausted but i just had to keep getting everything esp. the week of the babyshower i had to run to the store and get everything, and spent a whole lots of money one this angel of mine. but it was all worth it, a bounce house and eeverything, and his family showed up and i wish he didnt had to go to work but atleast he came. Firmin has changed a lot, and i love it! hes been the best boyfriend ever and always concern for me which he never was untill the end and he spent time with his family which was nice. he makes me smile and love him even more. i know gushy ewwwwwwww.

but after the babyshower, im still up and walking around trying to get everything organized before she came and thank god i did set up and clean stuff up because before you knew it she was already ready to come out and i was not done cleaning. Thursday 29th of April 2010, i felt strong cramp pains early in the morning, and so i decided to go and pee after all the hours ive been waiting and i looked at the time and it was 7:20am, and so i thought it would go away but it didnt. So i just woke up and walked around wondering why i am feeling this pain, so i told him sister and she said i might be in labor, but i didnt believe that because i wasnt done cleaning. I called gracie and asked her what i was feeling and she said it sound like labor and time it, so i timed my contraction and so i felt the urge to poop and thought it was just gas but it turnt out that it wasnt gas, so i walked around the block once and i still felt it, it was like a mild case of period cramps. So i decided to call my brother and ask him and than i said i was going to the hospital and i told my mother but she told me not to go but i did anyway.

Gracie picked me up and i called the midwives and the nurse told me to drink water and so i did, and it didnt go away.
So gracie decided lets just eat and see how it went but it still came, we sat at mcdonalds for about 2 hours untill we left for the hospital. i got there around 3 pm and when i got there, the nurse said i was too happy to be having contractions, welll im a happy kinda girl. she said my contraction werent strong enough to let me stay but i was 3 cm dialated and before i left her head was low, i didnt know what that meant but i guess she wanted to come. So while they discharge me, amanda and me were walking in the gargage and it just felt stronger. as i was going back to the house it even got more stronger. and omg, for one hour my contraction was 2-3 mins away but i didnt want to go to the hospital and get rejected.

Shiloh was keep tracking of my contractions, but i was still laughing. So i lef to amandas house to meet up my mom there and the pain got even stronger and than at the end i just decided to go to the hospital, i was so miserable when the contractions came, but i notice a bloody spot so i guess it was time to go. we reached to the hospital and bam i was like 7-8 cm dialated and ready to push, i was like nooo im not done cleaning. but it was time, firmin wasnt here yet, but it was already nine, so i waited till he came to push because i didnt want him to miss this oppurtunity. so i waited till like 9:25pm and she just wanted to come so i was like ok im going to push, firmin made it and bam she came out at 9:56pm, 6lbs 1oz 19 inches long. and a beautiful girl came out, i gave birth nautral and i didnt want to use any medicine! so im so proud of myself for having her healthy.

Firmin did so good than what i expected, he actually saw her coming out and he cut the cord. im so happy for him, i love him. When it came to saturday, i was ready to come home saturday but she was kept in the hospital till tuesday may 4th for her jaundice. it was sad to see my munchkin in the incubator. overral im so excited shes here! i was 36 prego with her and that is my story of my preterm labor baby!

unbelievable.

2010-04-02T14:27:00.002-03:00

i am hungry, a little update. i am 33 weeks going on 34 on saturday.
SHES ALMOST HERE AND I CANT WAIT!
I switched her name around Sovanni Aaliyah Peters instead of Aaliyah Sovanni Peters.
I notice there are double letters in each of her name which is really cool.
=] my birthday is on the 21st of april, i did my maternity shots for my baby invites, but im frustrated and cant make the cd load picture for me. so i have to send facebook invites, yessss im a procastonator.

Went to sonnys last night to eat because my dad left today for cambodia for 2 weeks, me and my madre are going to jacksonville next week for new years, and i am leaving firmin for almost 5 days and hes stoke about that lol. faggggoootttt

OUR BABY IS COMMING!

Happy Valentines and final tri-mester!

2010-02-14T22:14:00.005-03:00

Happy valentines!
today is the day to spend time with your Significant other or your love ones, but this should be celebrated EVERYDAY!
2nd valentines with the love of my life, and we don't celebrate it. Even though he doesn't believe in this silly holiday, i still follow the tradition because i grew up following valentines! and even though he didn't want me to get him anything, i wanted to still..so i bought him things he needed.
it was a last mintue thing this year unlike last year it took me 2 weeks to plan his gift. but i knew this year what to get him. he didnt want me to waste money, but i was tired of seeing him wearing the same boxer i got him last year. but my presentation looked great!
Anyway, i wanted to surprise him and so, i placed it on the middle of the bed and lit candles. and patiently waited for him to come home for work.
And he arrived, and i just looked at him and quietly tip toe to the room to see his face and he was smiling when he saw his gift.i got his 3 boxers and a pack of white tees and this chocolate that he says its the best, the candle i just threw in to make it look spiffy. but look how nice it was put together! the boxer better fit him or else he is going to loose weight.
On to other news, im 27 weeks! and its my final trimester

Pause.

2010-02-04T17:41:00.003-03:00

I need to do artwork now! i guess ill start and get a new skecth book. even though i have tons that are not fulled yet. but its a new year and time to jot down some nice skecthes!
oooooooh please help me not to procrastinate.

Dir-TAY

2010-02-04T16:04:00.003-03:00

Firmin is funny, he acts like girls should not talk dirty.
If i talk dirty to him, he looks at me with open eyes and just won't say anything.
Hes like " GIRLS SHOULD NOT TALK LIKE THAT" haha, adorable.

Feb-U-Rary

2010-02-02T16:45:00.002-03:00

I have this HUGE headache, she made me threw up Auntie Mana cupcake this afternoon.
Anyway, its February and only 2 more month and she is officially here!
Than its time for the challenge, i try not to let my fear get the best of me. So think POSITIVE!
I feel like I'm not prepare for her arrival, i need to straighten out my my room at my mothers house so she can have a place to sleep. and figure out where to put a sleeping place for her in his room at his house.

I plan on staying with my mother for at least 2 month, 1 main reason why is so that i can heal and my mother thinks if we become ''heaven", there will be something wrong with my body. But again, when i think about it fears starts to kick in. But ill be back and forth with her to see both grandparents and of course see her daddy! but we will see what happens. i don't plan on having our own place yet, idk i just need to find a better job first so i can support him to.

Any who, so I'm trying to talk to firmin about the baby more so that way he can get comfortable about the whole situation when shes here. and he is getting use to it. even though he doesn't talk to me about her, i know hes thinking about it. So while we were going to Spring Hill yesterday, i thought it would be a good idea to bring her up ESPECIALLY THE NAME! we talked about it before and how he likes jaida the most, and etc. So i wanted to officially name her , So Aaliyah has been on my skin when i first thought about it and how i can already picture her with this name and how it matches her personality. So i asked him if we could name her that and he said i guess but i told him he HAS TO AGREE WITH IT OR ELSE IM GOING TO THINK OF ANOTHER NAME.

And he did agree with it so TADA! say hello to
Aaliyah Sovanni Peters

he has no say in her middle name whatsoever lol, and he agreed. so i am satisfy right now. unless another name pops up than idk. lol. oh how i am in love with this guy. hah, we have our ups and downs but still fall for him every single day. i know gushy.
So i am currently 25 weeks. and 2 more weeks left to go for my third trimester i guess. argh this headache and back pain!

Its A Girl!

2010-01-06T01:58:00.003-03:00

say hello to our baby girl! i can't tell you my emotions right now, its like oh yay a girl...wheres the dingaling? lol but im ok i wanted a boy but a girl will do i had a gut feeling it was a girl anyhow.
daddy wishes she was a boy, but what daddy doesnt know is that shes going to love him forever. =] more story later. for now ITS A GIRL!

Cheers!

2009-12-27T21:20:00.002-03:00

Happy Holiday! I get to find out next week so excited.
=] love my boyfriend and especially my family and friends. So grateful.
leave you off with a new hair and christmas picture.

Seasonal.

2009-12-22T15:47:00.004-03:00

My in-laws and sister in law (hahaha) and I (too many and) went to Orlando outlet mall to shop, and we stopped by lancome and they had a sell going on for 2 lip gloss lipstick or lip pencil for 15 dollars and that was a deal. So me and his sister decided to get a pair. Ive been wanting lipstick for awhile, but nothing catches my attention. This is a nice pretty orange color. PERFECT FOR MY LIPS! Lancome packaging for their lippes are adorable.

Anyway, tons of great deals to going on at the outlet. So i am 19 weeks and only a week and 3 days i guess left to find out the sex of the baby, how exciting this is. I dont count this week cause if i do, it will seem longer and i will get angry, and will find an excuse just to go to the hospital and find out the sex there lol. Its almost Christmas and i bought my mom a grill cooker...one of those cookers that you buy for pancakes and eggs. Yes she wanted one so she could do hot pot on. funny.my belly is growing. You know how people say sometimes camera lies about peoples beauty well i think my camera lies to me about my belly, it actually looks a little larger than that. Ok just wanted to update, heading to the mall with babes other sister..and i forgot my eye shadow. fudge.

Xmas!

2009-12-18T17:13:00.003-03:00

Christmas is around the corner, i don't care much about gifts at all, it doesnt hurt me hah.
i dont like spending money on other people who can afford stuff for themselves.
im just thinking about giving a gift to my mom and dad and thats about it idk.

Anyway, January 5th is when i find out if this muchkin is a boy or girl, i really want a boy but it doesnt matter, just a healthy baby. Thats my new year wish, a healthy chubby baby. lol.
Huy, im currently 18 going on 19 weeks. =] time flies by, but sometimes i dont see a bump at all. so it makes me feel like im not pregnant. but i will see it grow in januaray.

On the other news, i really want to shop, but than im like ughhhh shopping why when i have clothes i dont hardly wear only when me and firmin goes on a date. im debating if i should or not, maybe ill wait when the baby comes out. i really want some flats. i get a lot of headaches from time to time, but i always have when i knew i was pregnant. I need a hair cut but im just going to make it a simple cut.

Also, i hate american food hah, idk why but this baby wants some Asian food. this is a random blog. love you.

Lake Okeechobee.

2009-12-01T15:23:00.004-03:00

Its been a while since ive been on here.
just felt a little lazy with this baby in my belly.
=] yep, me and babe are having a baby!
im about 4 months now,and things are getting a little better.

Anyway, me and firmin went on a roadtrip (as i would call it) to miami.
He had to do something for his dad, so i asked if i could come along because i always wanted to come but he never lets me. Hes been telling me about Lake Okeechobee and how if you park on the side of it you can see it, and im was excited to see it. i was prepared and everything, bringing my camera to take lots of picture but it turns out theres was nothing to take a picture of.

we left at 6pm and left lakeland at 7pm and didnt get to Clewiston till 10pm.
just a bunch of stops, but it was exciting. I kinda expected to see some strip club on the way and i told him lets play a game and see how many strip club we can spot.
He ruined it for me and told me that he doesn't think there is any strip club because its illegal here i guess. but i didn't know that, i swore i saw 2, but he says its a bar.

We slept at the Clewiston Walmarts parking lot, and the air was horrible. it was disgusting. The place just looked dirty.. i sound like a brat, but if you could of have seen the way the parking lot wasn't clean and even the inside also. It was a fun relaxing trip anyway.

Woke up at 6am and hit the road again. i think we got at Doral at 8am and left there to go back home at 11am and didn't reach lakeland till 3pm.
and FINALLY we stop at lake okeechobee, its gorgeous, even though we didn't see the whole thing we saw strips of it and firmin felt bad and wanted to stop and park so we could see the whole thing but i told him next time.

the baby bump thats finally showing this week
my chubby man who doesn't like to take pictures.
and the view of some of the lake pretttyyy.

almost to the point.

2009-10-01T17:04:00.001-04:00

so close to let you guys know, some already know.
but i have to wait till i tell this one person.
im so exhausted.
the weather is nice and it brings a smile to my face.
i know corny.

Some Exciting News!

2009-09-30T20:46:00.002-04:00

I have some exciting news to say,
but i feel like we are not ready to say yet.
its been a very hard week for me, but im glad at the end we both made a good decision.
im such a happy person right now, and i can not wait to spread the word out!
i love him so dearly.

Welcome back welcome back welcome back.

2009-09-13T11:58:00.001-04:00

I am going to start painting again.
i finally found what i was searching for all along..

September!

2009-09-01T19:27:00.007-04:00

So, yesterday gracie received her pride and joy and im so excited.
i proclaim myself as an aunty since she doesn't want me to be a god mother.
( she is going to realize one day i will be )
anyway, im so happy went to visit the little one today, and took thousands of pictures lol every moment of it.

she looks more like gracie and not joe.
aww shes adorable, cant wait till couple weeks go by so i can hold her.
too scared to hold her now cause shes a new toy, i dont want to scratch it.
..i didnt took many pictures of me and her cause i was capturin the joy lol.
i try to include myself in the picture but its just too scary.
any way she is just too precious

look at all that hair

rainy day.

2009-08-25T18:03:00.003-04:00

new preview.

the lighting here are closer than i imagine.

Damn these days.

2009-08-23T16:11:00.002-04:00

its almost September.
and this will be the 2nd post of august.
anyway, i bought this book to keep track of my money and where i spend it at.
and i am disappointed at myself.

on to some other news. finally my mother gave me a haircut, and its adorable. different but i like, but i need it cut again, i want the top to be more shorter and yesterday i recolored my hair, and it sucks...

i am tired.

too hot to even eat popsicle.

2009-08-09T15:33:00.002-04:00

i thought ill give it a little update today.
since i have all these free time.
its hot like balls outside.
im ready to make our pond for firmins mother.
how sweet.
got a sweet deal going on yesterday.
100 g. for 40 bucks when it was for 70 something.
niiiiicceee.

you can never have too many white shirts.

2009-07-25T14:15:00.005-04:00

where to start where to start.

hmm i have a day off today, so i thought i would catch up and blog with you.

=] summer is about to end, but everyday is a vacation day for me.

ive been thinking about my life and how i would want it to be, and i think i am going to do something about it instead of being a loser person in life, with a non-successful job.

i want to start school, i want to continue painting. just everything to make me happy.

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anywho..me and firmin went to bahama breeze two weekends ago i think, a week ago [my fave place to eat] and i was taking picture...i think my camera is the best thing ever lol. [useless rants]

he looks adorable.

gosh so many pictures to post, but ill post them another day. i need to create another photobucket so i can upload and post, or actually use my flicker instead.
anywho, im so tired, i cant post without falling asleep. to be continued...

here we go again.

2009-07-12T21:38:00.002-04:00

im such a baby, maybe i need to learn to grow up..
i really wanted to know what was going to be said this morning.
if i didn't do anything wrong than whats the deal.
the life of a drama loser.

need to think about something else..

Bad dreams.

2009-07-11T13:38:00.003-04:00

So i woke up around the time when the love was going to work, and i couldnt sleep.
i just kept thinking..i try not to, but i end up doing so.
im just so curious why does he act so distant from me the past couple of days.
im thinking its because hes tired of work and he knows he has to work.
anywho, he says nothing is wrong so i belive him.

but my mind doesnt want to belive that. it wants to belive something else, and i know he is not that type of person.
anywho, i feel asleep at 10am and woke up at 1pm.
around that time i had these bad dreams, stuff my mind wants to belive.
and oh man did i kick that girls ass!

i did a little research on why we have bad dreams.

1. Anxiety and Stress

Anxiety and stress, often as the result of a traumatic life event, are sometimes the cause of nightmares and bad dreams. According to the International Association for the Study of Dreams (IASD), a major surgery or illness, grieving over the loss of a loved one, and suffering or witnessing an assault or major accident can trigger bad dreams and nightmares. Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is also a common cause of recurrent nightmares.

Not all nightmare triggers have to be traumatic, however. Everyday stressors, such as job or financial anxiety, or major life transitions such as moving or divorce, can also cause nightmares.

[i did have anxiety wondering so damn much]

2. Spicy Foods

When and what we eat may affect our nighttime rest, if not our tendency toward bad dreams. A small study published in the International Journal of Psychophysiology had a group of healthy men eat spicy meals before bed on some evenings and compared their quality of sleep on nights where they had non-spiced meals. On the spicy nights, the subjects spent more time awake and had poorer quality sleep. The explanation is that spicy food can elevate body temperatures and thus disrupt sleep. This may also be the reason why some people report bad dreams when they eat too close to bedtime. Though few studies have looked at it, eating close to bedtime increases metabolism and brain activity and may prompt bad dreams or nightmares.

[im always eating spicky things at work...lol]

3. Fat Content of Food

Though far from conclusive, some research has indicated that the more high-fat food you consume during the day, the greater the chance that the amount and quality of your sleep may suffer. A small study published in 2007 in Psychological Reports found that the dreams of people who ate a high amount of organic food differed from those who ate “junk foods.” The authors hypothesize that certain foods may negatively influence dreaming.

[well, pizza is fatting..and so is zaxbys and chinese buffet..]

4. Alcohol

Though alcohol is a depressant that will help you fall asleep in the short term, once its effects wear off, it can cause you to wake up prematurely. Excess consumption can also lead to nightmares and bad sleep; nightmares are also a common occurrence for those going through alcohol withdrawal.

5. Drugs

Some drugs, including antidepressants, barbiturates, and narcotics, can cause nightmares as a side effect. For instance, a 2008 study published in the journal Pyschopharmacology looked at ketamine, a drug used in anesthesia and recreationally, and found that compared with a placebo, ketamine use resulted in more dream unpleasantness and increased the incidence of bad dreams. Similarly, anyone who has traveled to a country where malaria is endemic may have taken Lariam and had some interesting nightmares associated with it. Nightmares usually cease once the drug is cleared from the system.

6. Illness

Illnesses that include fever, such as the flu, can often trigger nightmares. And other sleeping disorders, including apnea and narcolepsy, may also increase the incidence of bad dreams and nightmares.
While bad dreams and nightmares are considered normal responses in dealing with everyday experiences, the IASD recommends consultation with a therapist if they last in intensity and severity. But trying to eliminate these six factors first may be the best place to start in your quest to sweeten your dreams and chase the nighttime demons away.

[yeah, 4-6 is ..yeah weird lol...so those are out of the options.]

the six reason why we have bad dreams courtesy of http://www.divinecaroline.com/22201/62493-six-reasons-dreams

anyway, atleast this made me laugh..huyy im ready to eat im starving. =]

Slow Jams.

2009-07-11T07:58:00.003-04:00

Maxwell is back!
pretty wings is sad.
oh jeeze.
i love slow jams, i think its the best thing ever lol. im a big fan of it
my all time favorite is IMX-beautiful

i am hungry. i love him so dearly, i wanna know whats on his mind.

HAPPY LATE 1 YEAR!

2009-07-10T11:08:00.002-04:00

oh yeah its been a year now since i have been on blogger. =]
yay, but its been 5 years since i had xanga 04-08
than i moved on to this site.
woo way to go for me.
www.xanga.com/happily_tru

My power.

2009-07-10T10:55:00.003-04:00

4th of july picture right after the rain @ lake hollingsworth, i love this man.p.s. no photoshop either, nice blue sky ;] So, i think i have this awesome power. i kinda think im blessed with this awesome power lol.the power of knowing the feelings of people.idk, but i can sense peoples energy orbfor example sad or happy, mad or anythinglol maybe i cant sense it but i know i might have this gift lol. so last night, the love was telling me life crisis, and i just got frustrated with my own.than everything went down hill, he has been quite the whole night and the whole time while wewent out to eat.and i dont even know whats wrong with himwas it something i said that made him act like this?idk, but im kinda upset knowing someone i care about has an issue and its bothering himmaybe he dosen't, maybe he was just tired... anywho, i miss my bestfriend, my ying and my yang..=[ sucks that she left me, tashana....come back and lets get sushi.i cant function without her..aww i wanna cry.. another subject,i need to continue to work with arti feel like i have neglected it and don't care in the world for it...its my passion and i want to get notice as an art prodigy. ;]but i have no place to do so. life sucks, i want it to turn around, time to grow up and face the crap.i love him.and i love you.=]

sleeping beauty.

2009-07-05T19:12:00.003-04:00

oh gosh im so pooped.

thank god we had a 2 day off.

Happy late 4th of july.

=] took firmin to my aunts house.

they were throwing a retirement party for my grandpa.

and that experience didn't go so well.

everyone was looking, but thats all asian people. =]

i felt sorry for him so we left, i didnt meant to make him feel so uncomfortable.

anyway, atleast i had fun with him..

Again.

2009-06-30T20:07:00.001-04:00

huy, here again..
alone.
.....

Post whore.

2009-06-26T15:10:00.003-04:00

Man, ive been wanting to post happen to me throughout the days, but i just seem to get lazy.

im tryin to relax before i go to work again at 5.

ugh post later. picture of diamond!

happy birthday ryan..

Review: L.A. color 5 metallic eyeshadow.

2009-06-26T15:00:00.003-04:00

i went to the dollar store yesterday, and i bought the 5 metallic eyeshadow in Tease.

im in love with it.

i also bought the elf all over face brush, its just a nice red velvet cake look color. feels wonder.

anyway i give the shadow it a 3/5.

pro:

very nice nice nice pigmented colors.

cons:

the blue and green could be better. imo.

i wanted to see if the product would last and shade to fade.

so from the time i got ready for work which is at 9 am to the time im on break,

it past my test.

oh boy, i love the pink, its a perfect shade. =]

but anyway i would rec-commend this 1.50 product for anyone on a budget.

adore.

2009-06-22T15:13:00.001-04:00

i love him..

Collasped.

2009-06-22T14:51:00.001-04:00

i wonder if the sun rises up tommorow will it be a happy sun or a gloomy sun.
or if the moon glows tonight will it glow tommorow....

Siick minded.

2009-06-19T14:52:00.002-04:00

im sick. blah.
me and the love are ok.
just some mistake that are meant to be learned.

Gracie is about to pop out that baby and i can't belive its been like 9 months already.
wow.

cleaned his room and its hot and i need a shower.

Crying makes pretty girls ugly.

2009-06-12T15:52:00.002-04:00

lol, well that is true.

I want to apologize to everyone.
i didnt mean to broadcast my problems out there.
i like to blog and relieve some of my sadness.

i just ate a popsicle and now im chill at the moment, thanks for everyones helping-ness.

in no good shape.

2009-06-12T11:46:00.002-04:00

i feel like i am useless at the moment, all i could think of is why.
im sorry for last night.
the past is the past.
sorry about the future.
lets work it out, don't give up please.

im hungerless.
its so hard..
i just cant focus on anything but to make you happy again.

hurt.

2009-06-11T08:24:00.002-04:00

im so hurt, i love him so much and i cant loose him.
he thinks im talking to someone else, but why would i?
i have no one else to talk to..

he broke my phone last night cause he was so mad at me.

baby, i love you so much..
who would i want to be with besides you?
your everything to me and i care about you a lot.

im really hurt.

here we go again.

2009-06-10T22:52:00.001-04:00

hes upset with me and i dont know why...

Misses Fix it.

2009-06-10T18:23:00.005-04:00

I fixed my camera thanks to the forum of trouble shooting.
The prooblem was that when i turned on my camera, the shutter wouldnt expand and it would just try to find itself to open itself but couldn't. do you understand?
anyway, it just kept telling me to turn off and on button to fix it, but that didn't work, i just pressed down on the lens when the power was off
and BOOM! it just click right in place.

=] so now im excited and ready to take pictures lol. when baby gets here he is going to wonder why i am here. =] well i can't help myself....i love my new BFF lol...

Onto some other news.
went to the dollar store the other day. (i am the dollar junkie) and bought some L.A. Colors art decor. Since everyone is inlove with this i thought i would try it.

that was the only color they had, well i really wanted black but it just looks messy. =] so im excited to do designs. And i also went to walgreens and bought a nail polish Sinful Colors Prof in Euro Trash.

its a pretty champagne color...very neutural and light...since i don't paint my finger nails at all only my toe nails, i thought it was a perfect color for me.

I ran into Sally Hasen HD nail polish and omgoodness, that was amazing details later im very lazy.

TIME TO PAINT!

No!

2009-06-09T21:21:00.000-04:00

im so upset.
i went to charge the battery for the camera
and i place the battery backk inside
and all of a sudden my camera does not work!

it shutters wont zoom out and it keeps telling me to turn the power on and off
and i know his niece did something.
omg, im so upset i wanted to take a picture
what the h man.

and where the fuck is my boyfriend at.

Oh dear. 101!

2009-06-09T19:33:00.002-04:00

=] i guess i passed my 100th mark already lol. opps.
didn't really get to take a glance at it.
Anyway, YOUR TELLING ME THAT FOTD means FACE OF THE DAY! what the!

huyy, my boyfriend won't talk to me, it just gets me upset. instead he said he will be right back. So im layin in bed waiting for him to come back and also typing this while his niece is asking me to paint with her. Or else something bad is going to happen.

I tried teaching her patient but this girl dosen't understand what that means. we went around town, visit my love of my life TASHANA and just talked to her. shes leaving again tommorow to sign up school for the fall. anywho, went to the dollar market to get a brush or a comb since i burned mine with the blow dryer. -.-; this little girl is on my nerves, trying to black mail me JESUS..ex: im going to tell firmin about your other boyfriend (clearly i don't last time she named him Genisis, so i told her Sega Genisis, and she was like yeah)

sorry for the interuption, ill be back.

Brr..

2009-06-08T22:49:00.002-04:00

oh gosh i am so cold. brrr.
FYI: FOTD = Fashion of the day not Photo of the day. lmao.. gosh im a dork
anyway...i have to make a review on revlon mix and mingle. WONDERS im telling you.

So me and shiloh went to Chucke Cheeses. and wow, she is big for her age compared to her other friends. lol.
im so tired. update later. love you boo

Review: Dollar Store Makeup

2009-06-06T14:54:00.008-04:00

So yesterday, went to the Dollar tree and just went to shop and hoping i would find the L.A. color 5 color pallete but i did not, instead i just stubble on bronzer and lip gloss and nipple covers for a dollar. total was like i think 7 dollars. And i went again to the Dollar General found the 5 color metallic pallete (and i cant spell pallete) FYI: The dollar general is expensive than the dollar tree..if your on a budget you would like the dollar tree more.

Well thank god i only spent a dollar on these item. i tried swatching these bronzer and eyeshadow, and oh my, super glittery. the bronzer im not wowing for, it really dosent help much. i really can't tell. maybe if i put an undercoat for the shadow it will look better but we will see. also the other day i bought a makeup wipe for only a dollar at big lots. and it works wonders. they compared it to Ponds.

but i am impress with the lip gloss. details later. ;]

big eyes.

2009-06-04T18:24:00.003-04:00

btw, i bought these awesome eyelashes at sally beauty for almost 5 dollars and they are called ardell tyra lashes and omg, its amazing.

Hauling away. but saving budget.

2009-06-04T17:01:00.006-04:00

so ive been here at baby's house waiting for him to come home.
i figure since i dont have work and i have some of my clothing and hair products and make up here mine as well stay lol.

and i hope his mother don't mind, not like i do this all the time but i feel like im invading this house with my asian-ness.

So i took his niece, Shiloh, to the mall cause i wanted to go and adventure. theres a store there called Nova, and it had an 10" straighter just good for to go places just for 10 dollars, i was tempted to buy it but i just remeber what i lover would say why would you. anyway, they also have makeup and im like gahhhhhhhh oh and eye lashes...it was so ..sad.

but i thought about it again, and said well...before i buy the makeup and this striaghter let me do research and reviews and see if i could get my money worth. so i did. anyway..i bought scratch off for baby when he gets off work lol. im turning into OMI! but i just felt lucky..really lucky haha. and went to old navy and do some good old clearance shopping.

so my haul for today:

Ruffle Bikini bottom for only 3.97
i thought this was cute..the colors fit perfect, im a natural color kinda girl and hate when fabric has designs...its just too crazy. but i love it and dont know if i can even fit it. but it was a steal

red and white tanks for only $4.99
i couldnt pick what color, so i ask his niece and she said red...but i just took both because well it was a bargain.

anyway, i plan on back to the mall later and get a l.a. pallete just to test the color and they say it gives out a good pigmented color, so i dont know we will see.
and oh my, i have to go to the hair store and get those color contacts..i need to learn how to save

c/o 2009

2009-05-30T22:54:00.002-04:00

so today and yesterday was my sister and amanda's graduation.

im so very proud of both of them and wish them the best of luck.

baby left me to cut hair..huyy

Oh lovey-dubey.

2009-05-28T11:27:00.004-04:00

baby, you are amazing, and when i say amazing i say your awesome. =]

so..im so stoke that i have a camera lol, now i can take pictures of us every minutes. =] exciting.

and i love pictures of him, hes dead sexy lol.

this is my fave picture of him. i see his sweetness.

anyway. enough about him for now, i need to get a haircut before my sister's and cousin's graduation tommorow and saturday, thank god i took friday night and saturday night off. a whole lotta stress is release lol.

i wanna paint but im at babys house just laying down and typing this while hes at work, oh man do i miss him even when i saw him this morning. still you can miss someone in a min. =]

today, taking my little cousin to the park, should be fun, i love this new park in town.

its called common ground, and oh man, its amazing. they dont have the kind of equipment they have now when i was little. sucks.

he just told me this mornning that he is an ast. manager...and i didnt know that.

FOTD: out and about.

2009-05-26T22:18:00.003-04:00

FOTD

my love since im with him 24/7 (almost)

on to other news. made 30 dollars today, work sucks..
i want this tablet, it just looks portable and just adorable. its cute, =] but idk about this, im still trying to look at review but the good thing is that if you buy the small size it comes with adobe and corel which is nice for the price of one. the small starts off at $99 and moves up to i think $129. and it comes in different colors.

baby is watching college hill and he wants the lesbo to do action but the guy is messing it up, he is so dumb. but i love this dork thats why he likes my dorky looks.

moving on to some serious issues.
i have to accomplish these 4 task
going to the doctor
finishing up my school
correcting my back
and
saving money.

and i average it out, i would have to save atleast $212 each week. harsh.
that means i would have to stop shopping for things i don't clearly need, stop eating out so much thats why i am fat, and conserve. these economics are hard out there.
finishing off for tonight
my condolence to mike tysons daughter.

Just a little post.

2009-05-26T09:32:00.002-04:00

So before i go to work in like 25 mins.
i thought i would post a little bit.
=] im so excited, baby has a new job..
but that means i cant stroll by his job like i always do.
so i dropped him off work, idk why..he could of have drove himself to work.
but i did, and we were waiting, he looks hot in black, i like when he dresses up sexy lol. dresses up sexy for work.

and i feel like i havent even worked for days..
anyway i miss him and i hope that job doesnt pushes his buttons.

It pays more when your dead.

2009-05-23T20:14:00.003-04:00

so one day at work, all my co workers were talking about death, and how they don't want their family to spend loads of money just on a funeral. and that was a pretty good thing. why spend more on a casket, why not make one.
Someone brought this up also, saying when your dead all your debt is pass on to the family member in line. mean your family has to take care of your problem. thats why life insurance is a good idea i guess. lol. anywho..

so basically, married and barried are the same thing. =]

so uhhh!!! i dunno what im doin.....

2009-05-22T23:12:00.002-04:00

so yea uhh i got this chicks p/w and i wanna surprise her with a lil some some..... I LOVE HER SoOo SoOoO SoOoOo MUUUUCCCCCCHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! she's the best eva. for some reason she changed my heart when it comes to womens and the ones I date. from now on its strictly ASAINS, thats if she decides to get rid of me since I highly doubt that I will eva wanna leave her. oh my god she's getting sooo thiiicccckkkkkk, i guess its this bla(!< di(!< huhh!!! she just noticed that tooo and said that its for sure the bla(!< di(!<. well thats all i'm hungry so peace out....

baby.

2009-05-22T23:11:00.001-04:00

Picture perfect.

2009-05-21T23:17:00.003-04:00

=] i got a new camera.
by using the macys vending machine lol.
and baby let me grab one. oh i love you.
its a sony dscw290

and its amazing. now i can take pictures!

and we also played lotto. =] and won 13 dollars.

...its raining out again...but hey i love it.

Flaunt them.

2009-05-18T17:07:00.002-04:00

so im obsess with false eyelashes..oh man aren't they the best thing in the world, it just enhances my eye and im just about to get up and buy some color contacts..
=] what a great material.

Happy birthday baby!

2009-05-16T17:56:00.000-04:00

happy birthday baby!

beautiful lips.

2009-05-14T14:52:00.002-04:00

still may. my doggu just woke up from her nap. cute.
babys birthday is this sat.
have no clue what to give him.

so today i just pickedup a camera and starting taking pictures.
why am i not photogentic no more. havent touch a cam in a long time.

and the flowers baby gave me for my birthday that are now dead.

Kambodia heels?

2009-05-07T17:44:00.002-04:00

did jessica simpson misspell Cambodia?
coming from a cambodian individual, i just think she mistakin the K for the C.
after all is it chickin or is it fish?
the heels still look niice,

i bought new sandals again today at macys, and new lipstick.
im tired, and i love my baby. =]

Huy.

2009-05-06T23:38:00.003-04:00

another update.
so much has been going on, and only i can tell you.
i think my teeth are crooked.
i bought some michale kors sandals in black, they didn't have it in my size for clear but i will get the clear ones.

my best friend in the whole wide world is back!
mother day is around the corner.
babys birthday is around the corner and i know what and how to surprise him.
=]

im in his house waiting for him to come home, he doesnt have his phone on him so i have no clue where he went and i dont care if he gets mad at me cause i am here.
im upset.

New hair.

2009-04-27T15:20:00.003-04:00

Blue Black. not what i expected i kinda wanted to see more blue than a plain ole black also, its still the same color hair i had except its just black and no brown.
i also highlighted my hair, ehhh it was ok, i need more color, i guess im gonna go with blue highlights instead of the brown and blonde kinda thing.

Happy Birhtday!

2009-04-21T21:39:00.002-04:00

=] i love my baby, hes the best thing ever.
he surprised me with a tinted windows. =]
and gorgeous flowers.
ill post pictures soon.

Cassie.

2009-04-15T17:11:00.000-04:00

am i late or is she gonna look nice bald?

Its April.

2009-04-06T23:18:00.001-04:00

its april and my birthday is in a couple of weeks.

Hungry as a horse.

2009-03-31T23:45:00.002-04:00

Im waiting for baby to come home.
ugh its cold in his house. =] he is suppose to bring me QUESIDILLIA!
anyway, my house bathroom is clogged, and its hard to pee or poop or shower now, so we all have to go to my brothers house and take a shower.

ive been meaning to ask him how old he is. i totallly forgot.

anyway my belove girlfriend is back in town and she is leaving officially tommorow, and we are gonna grab some sushi, i miss her a lot. i dont know about you, but shes the best.

did i mention my lover looks like tyson becford?

15 days till you can tax.

We have them days.

2009-03-29T12:30:00.002-04:00

And one of them days were today.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown

So, i honestly hate this feeling every single time, to him nothing happen, but what he doesnt realize is what he just said.

why do i always put myself through this.

What makes a blog so great?

2009-03-28T14:59:00.001-04:00

Ill let you know.

Send me out an S.o.S

2009-03-28T13:14:00.002-04:00

So im having my lunch at crispers(well at great steak and poatatoe just to visit my good friend jack and eat my salad mainly to eat my salad.lol) and i always order their ceaser salad with chicken, its amazing.

I have to work today, i didnt go yesterday (call no show kinda thing) because me and baby were drinkin rum, and i just got a bad headache. so i have to go today which i dont want to go, and i just found out that 2 co workers quit. sad. but still i dont wanna work today. i need a new job.

Baby is at work, and last night we were suppose to watch A Haunting in Conneticut, but we were too late, i blame both of us. i was really upset and my whole night was ruin for something stupid, im kinda sad that i gave baby an attitude. hes such a smart man.

Anyway, im going to write him a letter, explaining why i love him. =] because he always asked me why, but there i a million reasons why i do. tonight we are def going to watch a movie.

Love Vs. Money.

2009-03-26T10:19:00.002-04:00

I love The Dream, i thought his last album was amazing and so I decided to go out and purchase "love vs. money" and let me tell you, its amazing. I kinda expected to be amazing, since hes idk amazing lol.

so i swung by target last night (before i headed over to my loves house hes gorgeous in many ways inside and out sometimes inside.) and surprisinly (is that correct spelling?) i got the last album, The dream better made some good sells off of what i juist seen. Anywho, i ask one of the worker if it was uncensored (because walmart sells pg-13) and it was.

I got in my car trying to open it but its so hard since i have these ugly acyrlic nails on. Popped it in my cd player and bam, sweet melody...but hwta got me upset is that track 11 between 1:22 or was it just 00:22 it skips... why? i have no clue..so i wiped it fdown and everything and it stills skip, im really disappointed about that, so idk if i should exchange it or keep it, but overall i took the last album they had.

I still havent listen to EVERY single song, i just skip it everytime..but i just love "Rockin that shit" my fave song, its just too niice. =]

I love the remix because Fabo is on it..and i love him, mmmmmm love his voice. Dream all star did it niice. =]

on to other news, i have a new pet bird, mother named it Ice, idk i just think cause it has hair like vanilla ice lol. but my diamond doesnt like it shes so pretrified, and i think the bird is a parrotkeet. idk. later loves

why bother.

2009-03-25T11:09:00.003-04:00

He has those sweet moments and then he turns them around.
why? i have no clue.

anywho, i went to University Mall in tampa last night, just shop for a little bit, they have amazing sells btw.
and i came to conclusion that they have the best pants ever to fit my needs!

they just look right for my bottom. i think i made a bargain, idk..not alot for 49 almost 50 dollars.

anyways, last nighti went to burger king drive through and this guy was lik e" you have a bad ass hair cut!" and im thinking and asking him.. "is that bad?" and he told me no. well its just the way you putbad ass in a sentence, idk i dont have common sense.

new hair-do.

2009-03-23T22:19:00.004-04:00

i think im in love with this cut.
its so much better than before.
i really wish i had a before and after cut but oh well.
anyway, went to travis for my sister.
i was her dummy for acrylic nails. and let me tell you, this is one reason why i dont get my nails done:
1. i such an impatient lady.
it takes hours and hours just to get it file down and everything...sucks.

anyway, i saw abby hunt ( who i use to go to school with )and shes goin to school for hair.
i saw her makeup and it waqs gorgeous so i was like maybe she can cut my hair, and she did, i got it a little shorter in the back and this cut is exactly what i wanted.
im so happy i didnt spend 45 dollars this time, i tipped her 5 dollars though, its such a niice finish up touch to my hair it just looks so much better.

i got pictures, mommys laptop webcam

Shoes Shoes Shoes.

2009-03-19T14:57:00.003-04:00

=] im obsess with heels now, i think they are the sexiest thing alive.
no more sneakers for me. ive grown to love heels.
ive been going to thrift stores to look for some niice one and i came across one in downtown lakeland.

jessican simpson platforms for 16 dollars not bad, good for my taste.
i also bought these pretty pink heels from Brandon mall bakers shoe store in feb i think

gorgeous!

i think its time for me to really shop, a new season is here time to look my best with this haircut, im going to recut it next week. so excited.

later loves.

ps. i think hes the sexiest man when he wears his working outfit.
i feel lucky..all the time. hes just too amazing for me.

lets ramble about art.

2009-03-19T10:59:00.003-04:00

So last night, i was just talking to my love and told him everything i heard today.
i guess i told him one thing, and it made him think..
i think hes amazing though.
i just told him everything, how i felt and i just cried, and i turned away and he just grabbed me and held me tight. made everything go away, and i know ill be okay.
hes just the best thing ever.

Moving on, i need to start painting. ><; im lacking, i just don't have this texture material that i wanted and it sucks, so im trying to find other options, i really want to start drawing, creating ideas but this busy doing nothing is holding me back.

Its just so hard, or its just me being lazy.
I went to (i think its called Sam Flex) art store last week in orlando,
they had canvas-es on sale. but i think im going to experiment with 4x4 see what i can make up. oh the lifestyle of this place...im so passionate about my hobby i want to make it a job, i def have to do something if i want to succceed. RIGHT GUYS!!?

Later love.

Just when things are getting there.

2009-03-18T20:11:00.001-04:00

Just when things are getting there,
my sister is telling me some bad news.

......

Sunny in Florida.

2009-03-18T11:15:00.003-04:00

Its sunny in florida, if only i had a camera i would be taking pictures.
its niice out today, time for the beach.
News news news: i cut my hair short, i love it but the bangs has to go...im going shorter next week. i will try to post pictures up if i can.

Um, my bestfriend didn't leave me, idk why she stayed..

And firmin is amazing, hes fallin more more and more deeply close to me
its all cause of the hair, i love him.
=] hes adorable, i just hope we don't argue or i get mad at the stupid things no more
i just want to see him and be close to him thats all.

I really want to go to the beach and just lay there and feel relax, its the best thing in the world.

In other news, im using his laptop. and hes the best.
im his wife..(i sound like a 9th grader fallin in love)
as you can see im trying to make my blog more...Correcto
trying to spell out everything right and using right "punctiation" and make it have sense to them.

later love.

disapointed.

2009-03-10T00:55:00.001-04:00

why is it i feel like he makes everything my fault, like im the bad person.
why is it so hard for him just to talk to me
why do i always put myself into this...
i like him a lot.
im really upset....

..

2009-03-09T19:43:00.002-04:00

it gets me upset knowin that my significant other doesn't want to see me at all.. and it makes me wonder..
it just hurts...

Rockin that shit like.

2009-02-26T12:51:00.002-03:00

precious - jim jones ft ryan leslie

Awesome song.

Now, im not the best blogger in the world, and yes my english and explaination is horrible. but you got to admit i am the best thing out there. =] jokin.
Now let me go on to a real story,

So theres this dry cleaner on south florida ave. in the intersection of mcdonald street and in the strip of downtown lakeland ( here comes the name ) called South Side dry cleaners, i think thats the name, and they always have these funny life quotes on their billboard every week.

so when i drive by it all the time, i take the time to read it and just think about what it means, and how i could be better. its a life changing thearpy and they don't even know it.

I wanted to spoil myself yesterday, but it didn't work out like i had plan too, there was nothing there i wanted or appeal to me, but me and my wifey are going to Preminum Outlet mall in orlando today right after Jens birthday lunch.
HAPPY 20 BIRTHDAY JEN!

Blue and red.

2009-02-25T23:42:00.002-03:00

P-Nut m&m are the best.

work, what a joke.
im tired of it, they all suck butt except 2.
Jens birthday is tommorow, time for GOSH!

hes adorable.

sighs.

2009-02-25T02:06:00.002-03:00

am i thinking too hard or is it just things.

got canvas today michals is having a sale on them 40% off.
so for 3 kendal paid 38 dollars.
time to work up the storm.

i care about him i do, but why do i feel like something bad is happening?
its just me. hes adorable when he sleeps, he doesnt know i watch him sometimes.
i can't help it. hes precious.

i know i have serious topic i want to discuss but i always forget.

later loves.

old hags.

2009-02-24T00:28:00.002-03:00

Thai and spice sushi isn't the best thing in the world.
maybe its the freshness of fish from them and Gosh isnt fresh
i will never eat volcano roll from thai and spice again.

it wasn't worth the money!

I hate working at my job, i mean i love it, its just the people there i can not stand.
why have a meeting when theres nothing or nothing has change? tell me please?
i hate the old hogs there, they make my day misserable, esp.the one that knows it all. the drama.
if i could give you the life of cons and pros of working in a restaruant industry i might have a list up to 100.

but i got to admit, working at the restaruant made me feel comfortable and talkable to people.

Babys trying to read but i wont let him.

pretty.

2009-02-22T21:26:00.000-03:00

my hair looks niice =]

Who am i?

2009-02-22T14:41:00.002-03:00

So i need a camera.
thats it. =]

My friend and his cousin just moved into his new apartment.
so i decided i am gonna paint him a picture.
it will be three piece posted above his grogeous couch over looking his amazing
flat screen t.v.

and i was thinking, what do bachelor men like? well come to think of it,
they drink. so why not do a painting of silver and gold?
its comming out just right. im so excited.

i want to go to chicago, but mr says no.

his heart.

2009-02-19T12:54:00.000-03:00

ive seen some changes in someone
and i love it. =]
hes amazing.
just gorgeous.

where can i find junk crap at.

Final decision.

2009-02-18T00:05:00.001-03:00

im going to stop playing around and do what i love doing best.
ART bitch.es

i need a studio.
oh gosh, its a new year and i need to start saving money
pay 400 dollars off clean my room, eveyrthing (everything) i love you

Nothing even matters. Lauren Hill D' Angelo

2009-01-26T21:33:00.002-03:00

So i decided, i am gonna start painting again, gosh i know. but i want a studio so bad..=] maybe im gonna convert my back porch into a small studio lol. than i would have to clean up every thing, or maybe i should convert my garage into a studio, i cant do it in my room no more, theres no space and its gonna get dirty.

Anyway this is just another unneccasary blog. Sometimes i feel like, i didn't even do anything, but yet..he still makes me think im the one to blame like i did something horriable, but than he realize something and falls right in love with me again. am i a bitch or stupid?

Destroyed.

2009-01-20T12:50:00.003-03:00

it feels like i cant make anyone happy and its hard.
i run away from my problems and it all hits me at once.
i want to move out, but no one will room with me, i know i can make it i just got to learn ....any idea or anyone interested?

i cant stand it here at all..im ready to move out..my parents doesnt believe me that im doin nothing, no drugs no alcohol no nothing.

anyone wants to room with me?

horrible not horriable

2008-12-21T18:14:00.003-03:00

i want cherry cover chocolates.
Its been a while, i guess i kinda want my life to be where its at now.
confusing.
"i guess i like the way my life is now"
im done havin fun, well having fun once in a while but not all the time.

im currently in a "sweet romance" movie.
=] hes amazing, unlike the others were too nice
this 0ne is juust right.

xmas is around the corner and its so hard to get somebody something.
huuuyyyyyyy

resolution.

2008-11-26T21:39:00.000-03:00

pay off my duties.

Mz. All da way live.

2008-11-23T22:17:00.001-03:00

i need to start blogging more, im just never home. =[
omg i feel horriable still from last night.
this sucks.
but hey....
im a terriable person.

Obama for the win.

2008-11-05T09:53:00.003-03:00

Obama is our new president, and i just realized this last night..he made the future of america to go out and vote, knowing that he can make a difference in there life.
im just so stoked to see whats he is planning to do now.

My journey is amazing! i love my friends, my ride or die. just everyone in general.

Poppy the Pussycat

2008-10-15T22:41:00.002-04:00

think think think.

2008-10-08T09:22:00.000-04:00

they should call rice krispies.
cubed rice.

Downtown tampa.

2008-10-07T23:03:00.001-04:00

Day time view. Its awesome.

I cant believe i missed the debate cause i went out to eat sushi..

Gosh Bistro.

2008-10-07T19:16:00.001-04:00

Is the best damn sushi in my opinion.
and it is hard to spell "opinion".

Went to tampa again yesterday, i wish i could send pictures..
they are amazing.

i also got my oil changed today, ;] i got it for free at jiffy lube.
i got mad skillz.
so if you need your oil change, jiffy lube is the man

Gin and Juice.

2008-10-06T11:41:00.005-04:00

I thought gin and juice was a separated mix.
apparently its not.

anyway, moving on...
i went to Downtown Tampa this past Wednesday i believe to visit a friend.
It was sweet, i didn't know there was a school in the middle of downtown
University of Tampa, its such a pretty school, which i would die for.
the architecture and what not.

we went walking around, cause i never actually walked where there is BIG BUILDINGS before. i lied, i have but not like this. and i love his dorm, you see the downtown view at night. amazing.

um you really cant see the view but oh well, anyway.
=] I'm actually enjoying my life, and i need to slow down and settle for a while.
but what i don't get is, why do people think I'm a bad person. when all i want to do is have fun. I'm a Taurus and we like to have fun. haha.
yesterday went to amandas cook out for her "surprise party" they got you there buddy. haha. i wasnt really feelin to swell yesterday but after i let it all go, i was good to go. i forgot how Laos food tasted like, i miss home made meals, we dont hardly cook cambodian food here no more, so im usually buying fast food, which i need to stop. my art show is comming up, and i need to settle and do paintings, atleast finish them up, i have to give them a call. im a slacker, i want to do this so i can get my passion a start, its just the partying thats holding me back. BTW, im getting more hours at my job now, im officialy a server after a year and about 7 months. It was exciting, getting new numbers wink wink lol. I dont get it when people are like, you dont talk to me no more..and the get upset or something, well if i dont text you freakin text me. thats simple.

one more thing.

Lilo and me, the contest winners hahahahahahaha. =] i never won something cool before.

School girl = PORN STAR!

2008-10-03T14:44:00.002-04:00

Me and lilo won last night at honey pot. BEST SCHOOL GIRLS! WHOOP! so we received 100 dollars each. it was nice and i met 2 pistols. he is short. but haha, i love honey pot!

Emotional Drunky.

2008-09-25T11:33:00.002-04:00

I feel that, i can cry whenever i want to.
walking the lake last night was niice and cool and relaxin and just talkin to the person you love so much. =] my girlfriend, my wife, my best friend. and people ask me..oh your a les. and i say pretty much lmao. no shes my fuckin bestfriend, i lost her through a fire but i found her spirit again lol. my freakin other half. =] i love her, and the things shes dealing with..

FALL IS COMMING I CAN SMELL IT AND FEEL IT!

fly like a bird.

2008-09-24T09:02:00.000-04:00

you can get more than ONE CHANCE.
i am ready to move

Art Gone Bad Presents...

2008-09-23T07:41:00.000-04:00

I smell..FALL.

2008-09-22T08:39:00.005-04:00

I hate having the feeling your going to get sick and having a headache from all the fun you had on the weekend. Im still not done with my painting. gaaaahhhhhhhhhhh ill get it done, i just need finish glosser so it can be shiny. I loved how my was on Friday...it was hooottt..lets see..Friday went to Tampa for Soulers 20th birthday. It was fun..got a lil crazy. but im all good..slept over didn't leave till 12pm. It was crowded in that little apartment. Next time, i want to try to play beer pong. because mary said thats how you start the party, and every party ive gone too...everyone is always playin beer pong. joocccciiiinnnn jaaayyy zzzz so dope boy fresh. and again i met new peoples which was niiiiiice. in my life, ive never party with girls NEVER untill Saturday.

Maybe some of them arent bicthes at all. ;] I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BLOG NORMAL AND INSTEAD OF WRITING ALL OVER THE PLACE AND USING HORRIABLE GRAMMER. i still have a headace from my weekend. 4th weekend straight..out and about. trying to have fun. My sisters hoemcomming pictrues are adorable. but shes still a bitch. One secret about me, in elementary i took speech class, im guessing because i would never talked and im asian and the teacher thought i was foriegn. and stopped goin after 4th grade.. but the teacher was niice. and till this day, my grammer sucks.. its because i hang with my mother too much. and im such a pest. damnit, i need to controll myself.

Kindness kills.

2008-09-19T07:30:00.007-04:00

=] i was generous today.
i gave a lady 10 dollars because she was in desperete need so i handed her 10 and all she wanted was 9 and along with that i gave her my article LOL..

and i feel bad for my sis...she doesnt even go out anywhere..and i know the reason whyy..><; she deserves better...
if anyone is looking for a hot HOT asian girl that is 19 bout to 20 in dec. BIG JUGS looks like me but wayyy better...holler at me. ;] i love my sister

For the record.

2008-09-19T07:30:00.006-04:00

I cannot Bake or Make cookies..
I thought i could this morning, but i am wrong.
I can not cook PERIOD