Hungry as a horse.

Im waiting for baby to come home.
ugh its cold in his house. =] he is suppose to bring me QUESIDILLIA!
anyway, my house bathroom is clogged, and its hard to pee or poop or shower now, so we all have to go to my brothers house and take a shower.

ive been meaning to ask him how old he is. i totallly forgot.

anyway my belove girlfriend is back in town and she is leaving officially tommorow, and we are gonna grab some sushi, i miss her a lot. i dont know about you, but shes the best.

did i mention my lover looks like tyson becford?


15 days till you can tax.

We have them days.

And one of them days were today.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown

So, i honestly hate this feeling every single time, to him nothing happen, but what he doesnt realize is what he just said.

why do i always put myself through this.

What makes a blog so great?

Ill let you know.

Send me out an S.o.S

So im having my lunch at crispers(well at great steak and poatatoe just to visit my good friend jack and eat my salad mainly to eat my salad.lol) and i always order their ceaser salad with chicken, its amazing.

I have to work today, i didnt go yesterday (call no show kinda thing) because me and baby were drinkin rum, and i just got a bad headache. so i have to go today which i dont want to go, and i just found out that 2 co workers quit. sad. but still i dont wanna work today. i need a new job.

Baby is at work, and last night we were suppose to watch A Haunting in Conneticut, but we were too late, i blame both of us. i was really upset and my whole night was ruin for something stupid, im kinda sad that i gave baby an attitude. hes such a smart man.

Anyway, im going to write him a letter, explaining why i love him. =] because he always asked me why, but there i a million reasons why i do. tonight we are def going to watch a movie.

Love Vs. Money.

I love The Dream, i thought his last album was amazing and so I decided to go out and purchase "love vs. money" and let me tell you, its amazing. I kinda expected to be amazing, since hes idk amazing lol.

so i swung by target last night (before i headed over to my loves house hes gorgeous in many ways inside and out sometimes inside.) and surprisinly (is that correct spelling?) i got the last album, The dream better made some good sells off of what i juist seen. Anywho, i ask one of the worker if it was uncensored (because walmart sells pg-13) and it was.

I got in my car trying to open it but its so hard since i have these ugly acyrlic nails on. Popped it in my cd player and bam, sweet melody...but hwta got me upset is that track 11 between 1:22 or was it just 00:22 it skips... why? i have no clue..so i wiped it fdown and everything and it stills skip, im really disappointed about that, so idk if i should exchange it or keep it, but overall i took the last album they had.

I still havent listen to EVERY single song, i just skip it everytime..but i just love "Rockin that shit" my fave song, its just too niice. =]



I love the remix because Fabo is on it..and i love him, mmmmmm love his voice. Dream all star did it niice. =]

on to other news, i have a new pet bird, mother named it Ice, idk i just think cause it has hair like vanilla ice lol. but my diamond doesnt like it shes so pretrified, and i think the bird is a parrotkeet. idk. later loves

why bother.

He has those sweet moments and then he turns them around.
why? i have no clue.

anywho, i went to University Mall in tampa last night, just shop for a little bit, they have amazing sells btw.
and i came to conclusion that they have the best pants ever to fit my needs!

they just look right for my bottom. i think i made a bargain, idk..not alot for 49 almost 50 dollars.

anyways, last nighti went to burger king drive through and this guy was lik e" you have a bad ass hair cut!" and im thinking and asking him.. "is that bad?" and he told me no. well its just the way you putbad ass in a sentence, idk i dont have common sense.

new hair-do.

i think im in love with this cut.
its so much better than before.
i really wish i had a before and after cut but oh well.
anyway, went to travis for my sister.
i was her dummy for acrylic nails. and let me tell you, this is one reason why i dont get my nails done:
1. i such an impatient lady.
it takes hours and hours just to get it file down and everything...sucks.

anyway, i saw abby hunt ( who i use to go to school with )and shes goin to school for hair.
i saw her makeup and it waqs gorgeous so i was like maybe she can cut my hair, and she did, i got it a little shorter in the back and this cut is exactly what i wanted.
im so happy i didnt spend 45 dollars this time, i tipped her 5 dollars though, its such a niice finish up touch to my hair it just looks so much better.

i got pictures, mommys laptop webcam

Shoes Shoes Shoes.

=] im obsess with heels now, i think they are the sexiest thing alive.
no more sneakers for me. ive grown to love heels.
ive been going to thrift stores to look for some niice one and i came across one in downtown lakeland.

jessican simpson platforms for 16 dollars not bad, good for my taste.
i also bought these pretty pink heels from Brandon mall bakers shoe store in feb i think

gorgeous!

i think its time for me to really shop, a new season is here time to look my best with this haircut, im going to recut it next week. so excited.

later loves.

ps. i think hes the sexiest man when he wears his working outfit.
i feel lucky..all the time. hes just too amazing for me.

lets ramble about art.

So last night, i was just talking to my love and told him everything i heard today.
i guess i told him one thing, and it made him think..
i think hes amazing though.
i just told him everything, how i felt and i just cried, and i turned away and he just grabbed me and held me tight. made everything go away, and i know ill be okay.
hes just the best thing ever.

Moving on, i need to start painting. ><; im lacking, i just don't have this texture material that i wanted and it sucks, so im trying to find other options, i really want to start drawing, creating ideas but this busy doing nothing is holding me back.

Its just so hard, or its just me being lazy.
I went to (i think its called Sam Flex) art store last week in orlando,
they had canvas-es on sale. but i think im going to experiment with 4x4 see what i can make up. oh the lifestyle of this place...im so passionate about my hobby i want to make it a job, i def have to do something if i want to succceed. RIGHT GUYS!!?

Later love.

Just when things are getting there.

Just when things are getting there,
my sister is telling me some bad news.

......

Sunny in Florida.

Its sunny in florida, if only i had a camera i would be taking pictures.
its niice out today, time for the beach.
News news news: i cut my hair short, i love it but the bangs has to go...im going shorter next week. i will try to post pictures up if i can.

Um, my bestfriend didn't leave me, idk why she stayed..

And firmin is amazing, hes fallin more more and more deeply close to me
its all cause of the hair, i love him.
=] hes adorable, i just hope we don't argue or i get mad at the stupid things no more
i just want to see him and be close to him thats all.

I really want to go to the beach and just lay there and feel relax, its the best thing in the world.

In other news, im using his laptop. and hes the best.
im his wife..(i sound like a 9th grader fallin in love)
as you can see im trying to make my blog more...Correcto
trying to spell out everything right and using right "punctiation" and make it have sense to them.

later love.

disapointed.

why is it i feel like he makes everything my fault, like im the bad person.
why is it so hard for him just to talk to me
why do i always put myself into this...
i like him a lot.
im really upset....

..

it gets me upset knowin that my significant other doesn't want to see me at all.. and it makes me wonder..
it just hurts...