Emotional Drunky.

I feel that, i can cry whenever i want to.
walking the lake last night was niice and cool and relaxin and just talkin to the person you love so much. =] my girlfriend, my wife, my best friend. and people ask me..oh your a les. and i say pretty much lmao. no shes my fuckin bestfriend, i lost her through a fire but i found her spirit again lol. my freakin other half. =] i love her, and the things shes dealing with..

FALL IS COMMING I CAN SMELL IT AND FEEL IT!

fly like a bird.

you can get more than ONE CHANCE.
i am ready to move

Art Gone Bad Presents...

I smell..FALL.

I hate having the feeling your going to get sick and having a headache from all the fun you had on the weekend. Im still not done with my painting. gaaaahhhhhhhhhhh ill get it done, i just need finish glosser so it can be shiny. I loved how my was on Friday...it was hooottt..lets see..Friday went to Tampa for Soulers 20th birthday. It was fun..got a lil crazy. but im all good..slept over didn't leave till 12pm. It was crowded in that little apartment. Next time, i want to try to play beer pong. because mary said thats how you start the party, and every party ive gone too...everyone is always playin beer pong. joocccciiiinnnn jaaayyy zzzz so dope boy fresh. and again i met new peoples which was niiiiiice. in my life, ive never party with girls NEVER untill Saturday.

Maybe some of them arent bicthes at all. ;] I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BLOG NORMAL AND INSTEAD OF WRITING ALL OVER THE PLACE AND USING HORRIABLE GRAMMER. i still have a headace from my weekend. 4th weekend straight..out and about. trying to have fun. My sisters hoemcomming pictrues are adorable. but shes still a bitch. One secret about me, in elementary i took speech class, im guessing because i would never talked and im asian and the teacher thought i was foriegn. and stopped goin after 4th grade.. but the teacher was niice. and till this day, my grammer sucks.. its because i hang with my mother too much. and im such a pest. damnit, i need to controll myself.

Kindness kills.

=] i was generous today.
i gave a lady 10 dollars because she was in desperete need so i handed her 10 and all she wanted was 9 and along with that i gave her my article LOL..

and i feel bad for my sis...she doesnt even go out anywhere..and i know the reason whyy..><; she deserves better...
if anyone is looking for a hot HOT asian girl that is 19 bout to 20 in dec. BIG JUGS looks like me but wayyy better...holler at me. ;] i love my sister

For the record.

I cannot Bake or Make cookies..
I thought i could this morning, but i am wrong.
I can not cook PERIOD

I lied.

I said i was going to choke a bitch. But she came through for me. Pick up at your nearest...Recees Clif watson clinic or anywhere that you can find Focus magazine. Im so excited and proud of myself, i see potential. I searched everywhere monday, but couldnt find it untill my lovely sister called me up and said "Mrs. Rodriguez saw you in that Focus article." and i was so shocked..so i went with ryan and find the beast..and GRABBED A WHOLE LOAD OF THE MAGAZINE, and one of the cook was like God Damn so i had to explain to him whats going on. Gosh im so excited, =] i feel like a rockstar..and i def feel like being crowned queeen and conquer the world.

Tonight is the art show, and CONGRATZ TO MARK FOR WINNING Best of the bay!!! Be there or be square. ;] And sometimes how i feel that someone wants me so bad but whatever. and its strange how he still has my house number. Anyways, i love every single of one of you and Jen coooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeee back and lets celebrate and DO NOT FORGET ABOUT MY PHILIPPINE SOUVENIR HE HAS TO BE CUTE SO I CAN MARRY HIM AND MAKE HIM A CITIZEN IN THE US lol. LOVE YOU GUYS THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT AND THE SWEET COMPLIMENTS KEEP THEM ROLLING!

Unbroken Vow.

I broke my promise. oh gawd, this weekend was fun. i wish i could upload pictures from my phone..hmm ill find a way. anyway, that picture is from Diego's party,from LR Jose me mary and lizet..I HAD FUN idk about other people, and i was out of it [Notice the botox face.] ..but this time i was a good girl. ;] and Friday, went to club skye..and had fun there..meet new people..i think thats my goal meetin new people every weekend. Also today is the 15. and im about to FUCKIN CHOKE A BITCH cause im not in the freakin article...and i search alll around town findin this beast...i must talk to her..


Ps. im having so much fun and im fine with out you. ;] keep that in mind

Mental Note.

You got to go through the experience just to learn the mistakes.
no one is perfect in any way..

Vow.

I vow to not drink anymore.
i only drank 3 x's in my life..
one in may and the 2nd one on labor day and the 3rd one last night.

I went to erics party last night in orlando.
wish i took pictures but ohhhh weelll..
i was out of it.. and crazy stuff happens
when i am tipsy, i am a light weight cause i dont drink period
but ever since me and him are over
i was like hey what the heck!

crazy stuff happens to me when i do drink..no more!

#1 to do list.

Work larger!

"And now that we’re done
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright, I’m just fine"

and i did
but than he acted all crazy and jealously kicks in...

anyway..im havin so much fun and im fine without him