the best of me.

I let the best get to me.
how can someone still be so low.
im so hurt.
take me for granted, maybe it just wasnt suppose to be
HES A FUCKING ASSHOLE WHO WILL NEVER LEARN! AND HE WILL SEE HOW GOOD HE GOT IT AGAIN!
SOMEONE TO BE THE BACK BONE FOR HIS DOWN PARTS! NO ONE ELSE CANT BEAT ME!
and hes going to have to fucking learn! HES A FUCKING ASSHOLES, and i let him get to me.
he thinks its funny, hes happy cause im so upset. FUCKING FUCKER! HE NEEDS THEARAPY!!!!

GROW SOME BALLS ASSHOLE! BE A MAN! fucking 20 my ass.

I can feel it.

=] so the most excitin news came through today.
Someone asked me to be feature in their magazine as a local artist.
WHICH IM SO EXCITED!
Thanks James and Mark for helping me. =]

So i will be feature in the magazine called Focus Magazine which is around lakeland i guess.
but anyway, =] this makes me want to do more work and grab my other works from school. oh man im so excited, i can just feel it.

and i just need to get up and accomplish my goal. ;]

maybe..

who knows maybe one day we were meant to be..

Happy Birthday Julie!

I had to work yesterday because we were busy...so i didn't really get the chance to make it to Julies birthday dinner, but i did anyway after work and it twas niice. So happy 18 lady! Than afterward, met up with the significant other at orange bowl, which was really embarrassing to attend, and it kinda went sour due to his lack of respect towards me, its all ok now. he just needs to learn not smoke around me and to learn how to quit. thats the one thing i hate, SMOKERS!

I had sushi last night, so delicious. I wish my tamali wouldnt be so mad at me still...

American Dream.

I think me being a non-smoker and a non-drinker makes me become an all american good dream girl.. =]

a little UMHP!

its just the feeling im having that scares me. ugh.
Theres an Art show next month and i cant wait to go.

;] im going to be famous, you will see
i need to work on my skills...
things are rollin down hill so fast...

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i really need to correct my grammer.

Help.

Sia-Breathe Me
this is officially my lonley song lol

Successful.

I feel like im goin to make money in 2 years.
i need to stop talkin about bein rich and actually do something to become famous and well known.
yeah im the shit.

other than that, im a failure to life and a disgrace to my people.
school wasnt meant for everybody.

Yesterday meets Today..

Yesterday kindergarden, today college.

Everyone is leaving, and i really want to start school but i dont know what my problem is.

Michale Phelps has did it again this year, so much better than last year..top dog of the world!

Love is amazing right now, if only it wouldnt change next month.

Reality is getting worse, how am I suppose to know?

Back!

i got a phone finally, but its a differ number, so who ever ask for will recieve!

bad dream.

i had a dream that i was going to jail..

its official!

im done with him, its over time to move on yay!

all out of breath.

it feels like when i try to make an attempt.
he just wash it all away.
scared of who might see what i wrote to him.

we are on a break but maybe its a good thing, i really dont know how to feel
i really dont want him no more, its just i cannot take it no more
keep thinkin that he mighht do something wrong
and i am not the one who needs stuff like that.

it feels like im really wasting my breath and wastin the words when i write it to him.. he doesnt understand..

hmmm maybe i shouldnt keep him around, someone will be better.