Here we go.

I thought i sold my first piece, but i really think its a scam.
The buyer sounds like a true player, the way he express his feelings. hehe.
Its a scam i think.

STUPID CRAIGS LIST!

undecided.

Prom.

Oh how much i miss prom. it was a fun night no curfew at all.(lol) and im missing how fun it was with the people i all love. now its the end and everyone is going seperate ways. gaahhhhhhhhh i thank Lucia and Cridal for the last minute shopping, thanks Ivanka Sky for the amazing sexy dress.

I enjoyed every last minus of it. the sad thing was, i didnt get the chance to take lots of picture with everyone..oh how much i will miss highschool years. The after prom party, everyone getting wasted and me not getting wasted cause i do not drink (drink responsibly please) and wakin up the next day with someone haha..going to dennys and jasen driving us back to lakeland...oh the good times

im so late at posting about prom, i just never wrote about it.

going nuts.

today im gonna look for a 2nd job, cause this 1 job isnt workin for me and my bill.
it feels like im gettin ripped off of my hours. and its so hard to get a job anywhere because i dont know where to start or begin with. and it just makes me upset and im going nuts, cause money is a big thing to me now. i learn that you cannot survive without having any form of money on you.

this is a very tough lesson in life, and i still don't understand why i am struggling with everything still. this just makes me so upset.

un-real

my life never gets any better.
im ready to move out
i can't take the horrible music comming
from my mothers mouth
im so ready to move out

things are not getting better i feel like
commitin suicide
im so angry with everyone right now
i wanna go away somewhere far.

#1 rule.

someone once told me the number one rule on myspace
dont post all your sneaker pictures online..
make it a surprise

5yrs in the making.

its been 5yrs now since i had xanga.
its nice to see how much i change.
i use to keep diaries now i blog.
oh how much i miss those days when im gettin ready for bed
my journal will be by my side
oh how much things have change

i wanted to move on with a new blog
but i feel like this is more private to me
and i dont want to keep going back and forth
posting new blogs
oh how much i will miss xanga.

blogging is the best way to let your o-pin-oin go and set free

kill romance.

oh how much i hate romance.
it just kills me.
i hate the feeling of being upset all the time
i admit. i am a crazy bitch, now thats just something i wouldnt admit.

that night.

the night i felt like i was the shit.

the crisis of joy.

what is a girl to do.
i need to focus and pay attention to my real life.
how lucky i am.
such a broker